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Resolved: 2009

• That Joy-Z should not attend concerts where the audience does not dance, but instead sits awkwardly in chairs nodding and clapping periodically.

• That a minimum quarter of an hour each day should be spent with Chinese (the language, but hey, wouldn’t say no to the people).

• That, weekly, an uncomfortable but character-edifying task be performed and recorded.

• That Joy-Z will not date guys who are not going to work out for any reason, once not-working-outness is realized.

• That each day Joy-Z produce something / do something that is not consumption.

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Why I am so hopeful every year that this will be my year or a good year or at least comfortable year, I am not sure. It has not panned out yet. But maybe this is my year! I have secret fears of ways this could derail as past years have, but I’ve got some secret hopes, too.

Past years’ mottos have included sarah brown’s ‘not letting nobody keep us down’ or somesuch and my childhood’s ‘rally strong!’.

2009! Motto

Soy la más chingona: Year of the Ladyhammer

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Amazon! Wonderful service, loads of data for price-discrimination. <3 First and last item.

Mostly, I’m happy looking at M.I.A. search results. And yes, I’m the jnkn jnn jumpin’ off the decks girrrrl.

Soundtrack v. album

Soundtrack v. album

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I don’t read a lot that’s not internet news, white papers, or the occasional new novel. I reread a lot of things. I’m pretty utilitarian in my reading these days. I don’t have anything to say about this poem other than, I wanted to share it and to have it for later.

Candles

Days to come stand in front of us
like a row of lighted candles—
golden, warm, and vivid candles.

Days gone by fall behind us,
a gloomy line of of snuffed-out candles;
the nearest are smoking still,
cold, melted, and bent.

I don’t want to look at them: their shape saddens me,
and it saddens me to rememebr their original light.
I look ahead at my lighted candles.

I don’t want to turn for fear of seeing, terrified,
how quickly that dark line gets longer,
how quickly the snuffed-out candles proliferate.

~ C.P. Cavafy

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UPS managed to get me the Prescriptives package on the second try (thanks, Prescriptives!). It was the first couple of weeks of December. Busy mailtimes, sure. Not so busy that magical garages zap into existence to receive packages and then disappear, but busy.

And a company is always takings loads of risks anytime it hires someone. Information asymmetry can screw both ways, friends, like a double-ended dildo.*

UPS (purportedly?) racist driver who thinks Sikh is named “Terrorist”**

*My, that was crass. Perhaps I should rewrite. somehow, less crass when spoken, more crass in print.

**I am not a fact-checker on this one. Perhaps it is not true. One hopes. Perhaps s/he has been fired like a cannon.

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Quotation slash New Link

“So I went to Value Village, a thrift store in Maryland where white people shop ironically and Latino people shop in earnest.”

Kind of slayed me, in the earnest way, not the funny way. (From this post.)

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My friend has a shopping addiction. Not entirely sure we’re being cutesy with this phrase; think it’s an actual problem, assessing the damage done to life and decisions made, working on a fix, &c.

I figure, I will ask the internet and then just apply the results to shopping. I always ask the internet.

The number one result for how to break addiction is some Dr. Phil junk. Fine. Okay.

Number two?

THIS.

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I suppose more accurately, the cell phone service providers are the ones pissing me off.

I am also slightly insulted by this line from this NYT article:

UNTIL Mr. Kohl began his inquiries, the public had no reason to think of the text-messaging business as anything but an ordinary one, whose operational costs rose in tandem with message volume.

I understand that a lot of this is information probably required some digging, but seriously? We had no reason? What? – we thought that the entire rest of the world started out texting not because it was cheaper to provide, but because they are just not as into using phones for, um, sound? and voice? and regular-ass but harder to provide old-timey phone calls?

Whatever. I know I’m getting ripped off about twenty times a day in ways I cannot really fight. Doesn’t meant I don’t occasionally notice that it’s happening.

Un update: See, Wired commenters know what’s up. NYT, c’mon.

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The internet brings me so many wonderful things, including the thoughts of people I would probably not have heard from otherwise.* I have never seen an episode of this cartoon Back at the Barnyard, but I loved this review for reasons. I love reading it either out loud or out loud in my head.** Hey, important lessons for our youth! They will probably not get to see real live cows.

Difference between “boy and girl” livestock, 26 July 2008
4/10

Author: M Reese from United States

I have an 8 yr old son whose TV viewing I monitor closely. I had never seen the movie version of “Back at the Barnyard”, but having grown up on a Dairy Farm in WI, I thought the premise was cute and could see no harm in watching an episode with him, figuring it would be fine for him to watch.

I agree that the subject matter tends to be fine and the cartoon is harmless for him to watch, but I can’t get past the fact that Otis has a male voice and female parts!!!!! Does nobody realize or care that steers &/or bulls (boys) DO NOT have udders?!!!!!! Cows (girls) have udders.

I realize that as a cartoon for kids this doesn’t matter much, but it just irks me that we have become such a lazy viewing audience that we don’t hold the creators of this cartoon to a little higher standards. Are we teaching our kids to be sloppy by not requiring minor things like the difference between boys and girls to be portrayed correctly?

*youtube comments are NOT what I mean

**Don’t know about you but I have a reading-in-my-head pace that is way too fast for sounding ‘good’ as it is for getting material, taking advantage of the eye being faster than the mouth. This is in contrast to reading in my head as if I were reading out loud. I’m not a total idiot, thanks.

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Merry Christmas, all!

Confession:

Today, I drove like a complete jerkface. I’m sorry and hope that you will forgive me. It was stupid and wrong and wrathful for no good reason. I apologize. Then there was an accident on I95N that closed down the whole shebang for about half an hour. I took my lumps, glad it wasn’t me. (Or me-caused.)

Miracles!:

1) That I didn’t die or hurt anyone with my jerkface driving.
2) I found the CD I had stored my “1” through “B” music files on – my 5 Sterne Deluxe, my A Perfect Circle is back! Buena Vista Social Club! Classic Disney Volumes 1-3! AND “Christmas Is All Around” from Love, Actually.
3) My dad* did not mention my having to lose weight. Not even obliquely. Yes, we hit all the other Terrible Things About Life That I Already Know. But not that one! For the first time in memory.

*who forgot to pay his phone bill so the line was disconnected. Didn’t mention to me. UGGGGGH. Still, <3.

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Why are the dates shifted a day into the future?

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Some Race-Related Articles

What’s the point if I don’t offer commentary/reaction pieces? Well, a sort of reminder for me and a -pointer-> for you!

Two articles and two snapshots from the Life and Times of Joy-Z.

Article 1: You know I love Pasha Malla (who wouldn’t?). Self-Portrait of a Racist. I rather wish I could regularly be this honest, but you know, it’s not always safe. It’s easier to discuss these things in America than in other places, I suppose, if only because it is so often necessary. Hopefully I will get around to going on about how I agree with such-and-such points in this article, but for now, I’d like to note that the ‘new’ thing I saw in this article was the Tarek Fatah quotation:

“Why is it that whenever [any] ethnic minority organizes events, the only other community invited to participate is the dominant white community?” — and ends on a note of despair: “While I value diversity, I am tired of celebrating it.” Mr. Fatah insists that minority groups need to come together and celebrate their “common humanity.”

New thought nugget for chewing!

Article 2: Chinese-American activists are opposing Bill Richardson’s nomination to Obama’s cabinet based on his (mis)handling of the Wen Ho Lee case some ten years ago. 

I remember feeling superweird reading about Wen Ho Lee in the paper, ten years ago. Assorted thoughts I had:

(1) But he’s from Taiwan – how do you know what he feels about China, just because he’s Chinese?

(2) How do they deal with white guys that do this stuff? I wonder if I could find some articles on that. (Never did try.)

(3) How can they just lock him up without having determined anything really? (Oh, Younger Joyce, wait a few years and see the kind of shit that goes down on the ‘locking people up for *mumblemumble*’ front.) If someone pulled this shit on my parents, I would be fucking PISSED. (I think the article I was reading had a quotation from Lee’s daughter.)

(4) Shit, what kind of crap might I get from people about this?

Snapshot 1: First week of college, hanging out in the commons, if you will. Talking with a guy about being in a new place where everyone else knows someone, knows how things work.

Foreign not-yet-friend: Well, I’m a racist. Who isn’t? I don’t get black people. There really aren’t any back home. I can’t understand what they are saying when they talk.

Me, feeling superuncomfortable: Um, well, sure we all have people we are uncomfortable with before we know them as people and you can’t prevent having some prejudiced thoughts, but I wouldn’t call myself a racist. If I were you.

Foreign friend: But why not? I am. I, am a racist. 

Me, continuing to hedge: Well, I feel like, while that may be true, in America, it’s just too strong a word. If you say ‘racist’, the implication is that there is, in addition to the thoughts, some kind of knowing, malicious acting upon those thoughts, against people. So…

Foreign friend shrugs. Topic changes. I feel odd relief, unsure why America is as it is.

Snapshot 2: In the car with my Dad, one of many father-daughter talks. They all seem to happen in the car, when there is no escape for either of us.

Dad, very matter-of-fact, per uze: It sucks to be a minority no matter who you are or where. You’re going to get crapped on, it’s inevitable, but you just deal with it and do your thing. Your thing is your business, not the crap. (A call to study more, I’m sure.) Besides, America’s probably the best place to be a minority; there are so many minorities that you are not bearing the full brunt of the shitty treatment. Plus, you are a girl. Don’t let them give you crap!

Heh, hate as a zero-sum game. They can only enact so much hate! The upper-bound of racist effects effected!

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Back when I was drowning in the drama-rama of my living situation with Escape from Whacked-Out Loon, I had been looking at new places to live down here in C’ville. 

 

Management Company 1:

This fourth-year undergrad is assigned to show me a unit. We are crossing a street on foot and make jokes about liability if I get hit by a car on the way to the apartment. An awesome start, I think. It takes him a while to find the right building in the complex. We walk a slowly tightening circle, something that from a bird’s eye view might look a bit like a cinnabun.

We walk in and there is a strong smell. No one is home. The undergrad says, “Wow, that’s some tree! She must have JUST smoked up and then gone to class or something.” He laughs because, hey, what do you do in these awkward situations?

There is loads of strangeness to this person’s apartment, but worth mention – who puts their bathroom shelves directly in front of the light switch? We could not find the light switch and it is unnerving to stick your hands into darkness and run them along the walls. I busted out my keychain light and we still could not see the switch. Eventually, I found it. 

Anyway, totally charming undergrad, totally did not sign up to live there.

Management Company 2:

I am sent with this tiny girl of indiscriminate age. It turns out later that she is an undergrad and really does not know where anything outside of campus is, as had become painfully evident.

Their operating procedure is apparently, come meet us at our office and then follow us in your own car. WTF? Annoying enough, but this girl cannot find either of the places we are trying to go because she cannot get to them. I swear, I could have done better, but for the first bit, you are trusting them, right? And then for the second bit, you are cursing because you have to follow them anyway.

I had to follow her through three frightening and sometimes illegal turns – a U-turn in the middle of Main near the Ridge intersection; a left across McIntire; and a swerving … >-turn(?) in the middle of High Street.

 

In sum, I did not like it and I did not put a ring on it and I am having no regrets.

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… every year comes from my friend Syams. I never remember it’s coming and it always makes me glad.

Syams (From My Eyes) is Malay and Muslim and maybe doesn’t bother with the ‘Happy Holidays’ with me because she knows I identify as Christian. Which is sweet of her to remember and considerate to boot.

The thing that gets me is that I should be wishing *her* happy holidays as well because she is far more devout a Muslim than I am a committed Christian. And I hardly celebrate Christmas whereas she observes Eid, and delights in doing so.

This is not a rant on the generic-ification of the season in America (good one here), but a note to myself that I have a sweet Lord blessing me with sweet friends. Remembering birthdays is fine, but remembering which days are really important to my friends – well, there’s something. =)

Unrelated P.S. (more…)

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The man at the used bookstore downtown, upon seeing my custom Texas credit card, decided to ask if I was from Texas and then insult Texas.

He says, too, “I would not be sorry if Mexico took it back.”

I had no response that could force its way out of my mouth before the gentler and more honest than would normally be expected from such as myself – “I think my heart would break if that happened.”, my only post-utterance reservation being that perhaps I should not mind so much as I am fond of Mexico and it has always been easy to cross the border when you have the U.S. passport.

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Songs from Middle School

Before I leave you to your appropriately Saturday night activities, I wanted to share with you the fact that one of the wordpress featured blogs re: member of Korean boy band H.O.T. reminded me of Korean girl band S.E.S. and the one song of theirs I somehow knew. In my mind, I picture my old friend singing along, even with the chipmunk voices even though she was as not-Korean as me.

I am not one to leave a thought unfollowed up on. I am always up on the followings of thoughts, all bam!

Dreams Come True:

You know it’s catchy. Don’t deny. Just hum it the rest of the evening.

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